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2.06.2015

Internal Life

It's absolutely incredible thinking that there is another person living inside me. She is already a person who now needs some time and space to grow. She is already programmed in many ways, it's already determined, for example, how many ovaries she will produce in her life time. AMAZING!

She is getting stronger and more mobile each day. Yesterday, for the first time, she moves so much that actually my belly moved with her movements. They are not very potent moves but already visible. She is climbing my uterus walls. I just thin how uncomfortable it must be there in this cavity full of liquid, dark... brrrr. Coming out will be truly a liberating experience. She will be finally able to stretch her little limbs and move around. I'm sure I'm presenting my very limited perspective on being there - too bad she will never be able to tell me how it was and if she actually liked residing in me. Be my guest! Well, it's a Polish custom to be hospitable and so I try to host her as well as I can. I give her good food, I serve her music in a variety of languages, we are learning new things each day about the world and about each other. Too bad she will not remember these things. I will. And the Internet will and people who have been with us all this time. 

She, she, she... She is her separate internal life. Incredible. 

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